New stuff…

Yep… We moved, finally!  A new home is so amazing. Fresh energy, new viewpoint.  It’s so wonderful…well after the initial move that is.

Like with any change in life there’s a time of stress, worry and exertion. Whether it’s mental, emotional, or physical, it is part of change. This is chaos in it’s natural form.  First there is a time of chaos and upheaval.  Then a time of growth and then the bloom of contentment. A time of joy.  If you can be aware throughout the process the joy ride is great.  If instead you fight it, well that can become hell on Earth.  True hell exists in the mind and heart of humans trapped in circumstances that they themselves have created. Now, that doesn’t mean that that hell doesn’t have a purpose.  It may have a huge impact on your life.  You may need that expressly to change your direction away from a harmful situation. Or possibly to take a leap of faith.

Growth will happen.  Its up to you how you will experience it. Change is neither something bad nor something to be afraid of.  It is something you, yourself have manifested for the betterment of your life.  Embrace it and dance with the flow of life.

Namaste,

Kali

Mis-placed Honor, Mis-spent Respect

Do we honor those who haven’t earned it?  Do we place our esteem upon the unworthy?  Do we continually place our trust in the hands of the untrustworthy?

What is wrong with our world?!  With Societies where we place Faith in false idols, mans idols which bring about death, war and murder?!  Where millions are paid to those that entertain us and funding is cut in out outdated schools. Shame on us!

Peace is ridiculed as somthing only “tree huggers” want and “the business of war” is touted as a career!  Sick!  We praise our Veterans but don’t care for them, they starve and die in our streets.

Our Government feed us bullshit by the ton via TV, newspapers and social media and its gobbled up. Wake up!  Where is the honor in taking over, oh, pardon me, “helping ” another country by dominating their country with our beliefs, systems and policies?

Aren’t we civilized?  What are we as a country and society to better our planet, our people, our society?

I know there is a small percentage of us that are praying, working and making peace happen in our lives and the lives of those around us. I honor and respect you. To you I tip my hat.  I bow low. Thank you!  You do us all proud.

We ALL need a new pied piper, someone playing a new melody. One of conservation, love and peace; equality for all people-everywhere!  Not just the wealthy and well connected.

I believe in the power of the people.  I believe in hope, peace , trust, and love!  I believe in the greater good of men and women all across this beautiful world we live on.  Let’s embrace each other in love, let us work side by side to repair the social, economic and physical damages done all across our Earth.

Namaste’

Kali- Lynne

Fear vs. Faith…Moving On

  

Faith- I got this back in ’08- the year before I died. 

I’m sorry it’s been so long since I posted,  things got real crazy ’round here.   I mean CR CRA CRAZ CRAZY😬!  My little family have been harassed. And threatened. And finally forced to move- might I say with NO where to go to. We were ‘given’ the option of moving willingly in 10 days or being legally evicted. For a bunch of trumped up charges and straight up lies. Wow. Really?  Thanks so much!  I took the deal, after praying and meditating on the eventual outcome,  beautiful Divine Source assured me it was the right move. But damn it’s hard to have that kind of faith sometimes. Especially when your family is looking to you to guide them. 

I’ve lost 20lbs in the last month and a half…from stress.  But. Through it all, we the whole little bunch of us have had faith. Faith in each other, in our Rights,  in our Creator. It’s been a terribly beautiful experience. We are closer than ever before, having to fully depend on each other for love, support , and of course… Comic relief!

I’ve been guilty of falling into the despair of fear these past couple of months, I admit it. I’m not perfect, well… I’m perfectly human, so I worry, I mean WORRIED a lot. Thank goodness I have tools and friends.  I spent a lot of time in meditation and prayer, trying desperately to stay centered and connected to Source. To stay in faith I would replace every fear based sentence,whether spoken or not, with a faith based sentence, it helped.  Of course prayer and meditation are priceless in my life anyway. Oh and crying. Lots of crying… In the beginning.  

I was scared. You see I’ve been homeless before. I collected pennies from the ground to save enough to eventually get a bit to eat. I slept on the ground. I bathed in gas station bathrooms.  I’m not proud of it but it is a part of my past,  I refuse to go back to it and live it again and I was fearful that’s what would happen.  

The 10 days counted down, I got sick, stomach flu for 4 days. My daughter  got sick with a severe sinus infection. We were sick in bed Half of our allotted time!  “God, this can’t be!” I thought. My lovingUniverse will provide ALL I NEED!  I slowly got a little better. We packed and moved in 48 hours to a storage facility.   Oh shit! Now what?  Well the kids could go stY with Damon’s dad. He offered, whew.  I didn’t have a clue where I was going.  

 We were, and still are, convinced that we’ve found our perfect next home, but the management if processing it very slowly.   So I prayed and meditated. And prayed and meditated. And prayed and meditated…lol oh and cried… Just a little bit.   Two days before we had to be out my mom calls… Late,  she never calls late. We talk and our prayers and faith have been rewarded, my parents offered to put us up for a month or so until we find/get a place!  Thank you Divinity!!  Thank you folks!

As of this morning we are sill waiting for our perfect home to drop into our lap, lol. But…we have FAITH that it will!

Blessing to you all, 

Kali

A Night of Heartache and Healing

Last night started with a fever and chest/lung pain. It was so painful I felt like someone had stabbed me with a knife in the heart. I thought, “this is emotional pain, not just phyical dis-ease but an emotional backlash from my life.” 

As a walk in I am the caretaker of this body and its cellular memory that was left behind. As well as healing the body, I am here to heal the emotional body also. It can at times be a bit overwhelming. But it’s what I signed on for and I’m grateful for the opportunity of this life.  I’ve been through so many changes in the past year that I believe that what happened was that I finally overloaded and needed a sit down with my self to deal with it all.   From remembering that I am a walk in to having to really step into the role of mom and whatnot with the family. It’s been a powerful year but it’s also been very difficult at times. I’m honored to be here attending to my purpose, that of helping raise the vibration of the human race and help heal the Conscious Mind by healing both myself and others. 

As I sat on my bed and began to meditate on the pain and emotion behind the pain I realized I really hadn’t Dealt with anything in a while.   Realizing this I let go of all my little self my ego and brought in my new over soul/monad and higher self. I filled myself with pure love and “saw” dark energy as emotional pain gathered at my lower body. I felt it fully acknowledged it as useful in the past and now outdated and released it.  This process lasted over an hour. I would fill myself with light and love them become overwhelmed with sadness and pain. Then I would “look” at that pain and release it as throughly as I could. I feel like it was completely removed and healed but I’ve been mistaken before. I’m being grateful and patient with myself. 

I realized that I had closed off my heart and even though in the past two months I’ve reopened it I’ve been shutting it down on occasion. I’m proud to say that today im consciously opened up and sooooo blissful. 

Love is A Fire

You know, I was going to write about how painful it can be to love another that doesn’t love you back. But that was last night and I’ve grown past that place. This morning I’m just so grateful to have him in my life as a friend and for him showing me how much joy I can share with another person. Yes, I felt the ego driven pain, the shame of falling for someone ,again, who didn’t return my love the way I Wanted them to, and the misplaced anger at the whole situation. But in reality, I’m so loved it’s almost ridiculous! My heart is so full and he is part of that love. So why be bitter and petty? I don’t think so! I’m full of gratitude and full of self love and Sources Love, how could I ever feel less than? I’m not sure. But one thing I do know is if I wanted I could still be stuck in self pity and anger. But really? Why? I’m so much more well rounded now that I have him in my life as a friend, he shares his love on that level so freely. And I’m so grateful for that, just because my little ego got embarrassed, doesn’t mean I should let it rule me, no! I choose how I grow, how I learn, and how I love. I choose love in all its forms, for that enrichment fulfills me.
Namaste’
Kali’lada Lynne

Self-willed boundaries…

I dreamt the other night, about riding horses through corrals,  paddocks and fences.  I was trying to get free.  To Be free.  We would find some freedom from the enclosures for a while, racing through the night.   Hair streaming and tears tearing from my eyes, what joy!  What freedom!
Only to find myself fenced, again. What did it mean, I wondered as I awoke. I intuitively knew then, even as I asked, that this dream represented my self-imposed boundaries.  The  limitations I’ve places upon myself. The boundaries that keep me “SAFE”.
I realized , with some introspection,  that I’ve grown beyond those boundaries, borders and fences.  I am ready to fly in the face of life, to embrace the uncertainty of the journey.  I have grown beyond my self-willed limitations.  
In the act of self improvement,  and self discovery, I have pushed and broken through the fences that once kept me in…I am greater than before.
I can only hope that this journey of life can fulfill the undeniable cravings I have for… growth, unfolding, and love.  I dream of time much different from now, times of peace and love, tranquility and abundance… I only hope to be here still when these dreams become reality.
Namaste’
Kali’