Bliss…

BLISS, NUMBNESS
SLEEP, UNCONSCIOUSNESS
AS I SLUMBER, I TAKE IN THE PAIN,
SOMEHOW IT KEEPS ME ALIVE.
FLOATING, FALLING, FEELING,
SEARING PAIN TO MY SOUL,
IT KNOWS, I’M SLACKING.
SEEKING EVER TO CONTROL,
MY LIFE, MY WAY,
MY EXPERIENCES
MY PAIN.
I FIGHT, I FAIL,
I WAIL,
IT WASN’T ME,
I DIDN’T DO THIS.
KNOWING IN MY SOUL
I DID.
ALONE, ADRIFT,
I FIGHT THE NUMBNESS.
I CAN’T SEE PAST THE
NIGHTMARE THAT IS,
ALL CONSUMING, EVER GROWING,
EATING AWAY MY CONSCIOUSNESS.
I RELEASE, RELIEF FLOODS ME,
I GIVE, HOPE BEGINS
I GROW, TOWARD SOURCE.
LOVE CONQUERS ALL.

 

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